Bertie is known as the “healing baby” for brightening bad days with his gorgeous smile and joyful stims. He’s incredibly loving, gives the best cuddles and kisses, and delights in being held and sung to. Bertie is four years old and one of five siblings. He is a joyful boy despite significant challenges.

Diagnosed with global developmental delay at nine months, he missed milestones like smiling, sitting, and rolling, and his mobility remains limited to this day. With the mental development of an eight-month-old and being non-verbal, Bertie cannot communicate his daily needs. He experiences 6–10 absent seizures daily, prompting extensive investigations. Bertie has been supported by numerous specialists, including physiotherapy, portage, neurology, and epilepsy care.

We live in Canterbury, and there are no support groups or professional teams that can support him here—we have to travel to Great Ormond Street Hospital for help. Through my research, I discovered another mum in Australia who connected me to the Facebook group BPAN for Families. This has been a great source of support. Bertie has a mutated WDR45 gene, which prevents his body from clearing iron and waste from his brain and nervous system. This causes learning disabilities, epilepsy, and potentially dystonia in adolescence, which can progress to dementia, dystonia, and Parkinson’s, ultimately shortening his life.

“He will more than likely never speak, walk, or be able to live on his own if this cure isn’t found before he hits puberty.”

Day-to-day life can be a real challenge, impacting not just me and Bertie’s dad but also my other children. At first, we were unaware that Bertie had BPAN, and he had to undergo many tests. It wasn’t until February 2025 that we received an official diagnosis. I spent countless days and nights researching to find out what was happening to my son, desperate to find a solution to help him. I am a fixer, and the idea of my son suffering breaks my heart every day. It’s difficult that he is non-verbal and cannot express his needs.

Bertie is unable to move around, so we have to lift him downstairs, into the car, into the wheelchair, and into the bathtub. This takes a physical toll on us, and some days, we are in so much pain that we cannot do it, limiting our ability to leave the house. When we do go out, I am limited in how much I can engage with my other children because Bertie needs me to be by his side, caring for him. It’s a real challenge as a large family. I just want to make all my children happy.

“I don’t want to imagine my life without him. It’s the same for all of us—my kids will be lost without him.”

Despite the sadness we experience and the fears of losing Bertie, we are truly blessed to have him as part of our family. Bertie has brought so much love to us all. He has taught us to be kinder, more patient, and more humble. We have all learned to love in new ways. He brings so much joy and character. Bertie is making progress—he can now roll toward whoever he wants and put his arms up to be held and kissed. This is a blessing in itself. We have so much love for him.

Our main hope as a family is that this charity raises enough money to fund a cure. I am under no illusion that this treatment will be a miracle—he will still have severe learning disabilities—but we hope his cells will not die, and he will not develop dementia. I just hope this cure is found before he reaches stage two. We have ten years—there just needs to be a cure!

I want to help my son, and I hope that even if a cure isn’t found, he stays his happy self, doesn’t suffer in pain, and knows how deeply loved he is.

We must work together to find a cure for Bertie and children like him. BPAN is such a rare condition, affecting fewer than 500 people worldwide. It causes progressive damage to the nervous system, leading to a range of distressing symptoms that gradually worsen over time.

Professor Manju Kurian of UCL Great Ormond Street Institute of Child Health is developing a gene therapy for children with BPAN. She hopes this will ultimately lead to a safe and effective treatment that can help slow disease progression-transforming the lives of children born with this debilitating condition.

We need your support. We are asking for your help in raising funds for crucial BPAN research. Every donation brings us one step closer to finding a cure. Please consider donating today to help children like Bertie have a chance at surviving this heartbreaking condition.

Thank you for your support.